Hello again! This week was a mix of good and bad for me. It was good because I became more productive and was able to blog more while it was bad, because my HDD got corrupted and there was no way to save the files I have stored in there. To think that I got 6 years worth of data saved in that 1TB HDD. It truly was the absolute worst! I felt so devastated, it was more painful than a breakup!

Anyway, I decided to move on and face the reality that I have no backup files in my arsenal. Goodness, gracious. All the pictures, videos, and memes gone in an instant! WHY!!?? Perhaps God is asking me to go out more often and create new memories? Is that it?

Fine. All these rants and I’m not going anywhere. Let’s just ditch that complain of mine.

CURRENTLY

READING

Various journals, dissertation, and articles from ProQuest because I’m working on my aunt’s requirement for her Masters degree. She passed her work on me due to the fact that I have nothing better to do than watch anime, The Society (netflix show), and read manga. Anyway, I’m actually a graduating student this coming June 7 with a Masters Degree in Business Administration. (I finally finished my thesis and will be able to graduate on time!)

WRITING

Calligraphy practice! I decided to enjoy life and buy those inviting pens from the bookstore. To be honest, I am fascinated with those calligraphy videos from Youtube that I decided to invest and de-stress on it.

LISTENING

La La La by Naughty Boy ft. Sam Smith. From the very first time I heard it on World of Dance USA, I knew that it was going to be one of my go-to shower songs. Plus, I also love the lyrics embedded in the song. Confession! I already memorized the song.

THINKING

of my bills. ADULTING SURE IS HARD! I really just want to go back to college, become a student once again and think that the world will not become shittier once I graduated.  MOOD.

SMELLING

My perfume. I might have sprayed too much. It was a GUCCI perfume given to me by my ever supportive Mom.

WISHING

For peace of mind! I think that sooner or later I will be having my midlife crisis. Knowing myself, I have nothing planned in the future. I just don’t feel like thinking too much. I just wanted to enjoy the present, and leave everything in the future Me (HA! SO MARSHALL AND TED!). You see, all my relatives and workmates have already asked me what was my plan after I graduated from my Masters degree. Guess what? I HAVE NOTHING PLANNED FOR ME SO LET’S ALL SHUT UP AND LIVE OUR OWN LIVES PEACEFULLY. (STRESS!)

HOPING

That all things will be put in their right place, in the right time in the future. That’s it.

WEARING

A gray t-shirt matched with a gray square pants. On top of that, loafers and a striped hoodie. Very gloomy and very me again.

LOVING

The YouTube channels of Anna Cay, Rei Germar, and Team Payaman. I don’t know, they all make me want to create my own channel as well. Obsessed with them this week. lol. Most especially with CongTV and JunnieBoy! They make me laugh a lot which is really good for my heart.

WANTING

To travel. My feet are already shaking. The waves are calling me again in Palawan! I’ve been to El Nido and Puerto Princesa Palawan last year, and God knows how much I wanted to go back. Guess I have to wait for September to travel again! Please pray for my visa to get approved so that I’ll be in Japan by September.

NEEDING

Milk Tea is definitely a NEED not a WANT for me. MATCHA flavored specifically. END OF CONVERSATION!

FEELING

Again, devastated with what happened to my HDD. If I can go back in time just to save it, then I will! Damn that PC. It wasn’t my fault. I connected it with my PC and then all of sudden, the power was cut off and the next thing I know, my HDD cannot be recognized with 0% capacity and 0 MB.storage.WTF UGH!hhhhhh

NO OUTRO. BYE-BYE!